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Warning: This is to warn u that there’s a high possibility that you might find this post purely boring and lame, as it has no particular unifying theme, humor or important message in it, well it depends on whose readin, still don’t tell I din warn you. It’s jus a collection of voices inside my head. So goin forward if u feel readin this was an absurd and a complete waste of time, then u and only u’ll be responsible for it .

Hmmmm….
Aaaa…. Hmmmm
Wha’s worse ??
Bad thoughts running in my mind? Or no thoughts et all?? Cos last time I heard “empty mind is devil’s workshop”. So if there are no thoughts runnin in my mind den, eventually it’l lead to bad thoughts, so is it better for me to initiate these so called bad thoughts or should i jus clear my head and wait for the devil to do it????

Wen you think ur better than somebody at something - is it really true? or is it just that the other person is way below average??? Wha’s the whole fuss of “Men who can make women laugh”?? Hmmmph…

How long can one convince himself that “Money is not everything”. If not money den what is??? Relations? friends? Job satisfaction? Learning ? Etcetera., etcetera ? what’s more important??? May be u’l reason with one of the above or more so something of ur own that’ll overshadow the importance of money, but at one point or the other u surely will wish that, that one thing along with lots of money would be jus perfect…

For those who understood the para above- Good Work!!
For those to whom it din make any sense?? Well I din intend to :)

Is being an author comparatively a much easier task than bein a movie director? Coz the author has to just write out along with the story i.e., the details like the way characters look, the way they express themselves, the kind of place they are in and stuff, majority of it depends on the way they are improvised as per the extent of the reader’s imagination, but a director has to take care that his movie surpasses or is at least on par with the viewer’s imagination. The best directors in business are called so because they explore an angle, a point of view that never occurred to most of us. Shantaram is bein made in to a movie I heard… hmmm, I’m happy,, or disappointed??? Well I think books like these are better bein jus books, the usp of the book lies in the details which I’m pretty sure 3hrs are not enough to showcase. Tele-serial sounds like a better option provided ekta kapoor keeps her hands off it, well for obvious reasons.

Is our run to achieve things, the ability to push ourseleves to the limit, towards success, higher, better ever gonna be fulfilled or is it just a race without finish line?? Questions questions… hmmmm How does “an eye for an eye” become an infinite loop to make the “whole world blind”? logically speaking it’s jus 1:1 ratio, it ends der right?

Coming back to shantaram, guys please do read it, nope this book won’t improve ur vocabulary, instead it’s got more chances of doin the opposite and also rip apart the ENGLISH GRAMMER taught to u in school, but there’s so much to learn from this work of fiction (as the writer claims it to be), u’l surely fall in love with “Prabu” , u’ll be impressed with Karla’s words of wisdom, and of course Shantaram aka Lin Baba’s experience is just amazin to say the least.

What makes a person avoid conflict? The pain involved in the fight or the range of prolonged after effects??

Second Last Question: Which is better
- Democratic country like INDIA and USA whose greedy leaders grab anything from land, mines, petrol bunks to IT parks in their SERVING time and burden the tax payers to pay up from their own pockets for their loose decisions’.
OR
- A so said anti-democratic Russia where leader like Putin advertised “If u wanna do business, Do business and stay away from politics, If u want power, enter politics and be happy with what the government pays you”. Anyone who dared to break this rule of his, was made to leave the country or end up in jail. And look at the progress his Russia has made.

Final Question: Do we get a high from “Truth Serum”?? Anyone answer that????

A New DAy Has Come... Fvck!!

wake up... breakfast... brush... bath.... walk to office... (yea i'm brushin after BF these days..)swipe in.... Inbox-Microsoft Exchange... MoneyControl (RED RED- close)... Gmail... Blast Billiards... i look at de clock - it says - 10:47 !!!!!
aaarrrgggghhhhh .. now wha??? i have the whole day in front of me with it's arms wide open, and i'm wondering how to go abt it...

frm de past week sanjay is here before me solvin his stupid CAT books at my desk (data interep, permutation, data sufficiencency and all)... i'm damn sure he's nowehre near givin a CAT for real ... long way bob long long way to go...

after an hour or two we find ourseleves wondering how to make "Blast Billiards" more interesting. we tried it all
-high score
-best of 3 tourney
-best of 5 tourney
-5 best of 5 tourney
-2min deadline
-lowest 1st round score
-rebound shots only
-connecting shots only
-etcetra etcetra.....
infact varun is just plain addicted to anything colourful that moves on a screen... it doesn't matter if it's billiards on comp or clickin pics of fishes in ma cell... he is eqally engrossed by both...
Everytime sanjay yells "New Rule" i wonder from where does he get de stamina to THINK.... may be CAT is doin this to him...

aah i forgot TIMESOFINDIA site today... it consumes around 20min to 3hrs of my day with it's colourful description of Arushi Murder Case... IPL Dhamaka... Review of GATOTHKATCH- WOODSTOCKVILLA etc.. SRK mania... fuel price to be made costlier by rs.17 .. How much Water should i ideally drink per day.... wha uncle BUSH thinks abt FOOD CRISIS.. and surprisingly what our politicians have to say abt that... huh... whatever... i just wanna keep track of things... tat's it..

one thing that has us discussing is de fuel price... 17 rs more.. man!! tat's abt like all de appraisal money i'l be gettin per month by this yr end going by de RECESSION trend.... transcripts
1:00pm-
me:petrol ka rate suna?? 17 more dude
sanjay: abey can't help it.
me: better to get a cycle 2k maxx...
sanjay: still better get a Gearwallah cycle 4k.. worth it
me: haan bey nice.. roam around in cycle for 2-3 yrs and get a diesel car later.. fvck petrol
9:00pm-
sis: how de hell are petrol bunk owners in loss??
me: abey dey get it for 70rs/ltr and are sellin for 53 rs. so they are in rs.17/ltr loss... thnx to mr. Bush's war aginst terror.
sis:how will ppl afford vehicles? i'm thinkin against buyin a nano.
me: let's sell our 2 wheelers buy cycles. v'll still be in 10- 15k profit.. :)

i LOOK AT THE CLOCK- it says- 11:14
aaah... almost half an hour..lemme post it and inform other jobless fndz of mine to go thru it...
if ur readin it ur one of dem..
thank me now... good...